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today is messy because it's already half done but I should definitely be able to dedicate some time to planning tomorrow/rest of week
'Today is the first day of the rest of your life' is corny as hell but comes through my mind way too often

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had a good long shower with Thoughts and I need some kind of time tracking system
then roughly planning my day in segments by activity (sport, lectures, *must* TODO items, personal TODO/projects) then nicely interspersed with breaks

if this works im absolutely overengineering some device for it, with nixie tubes or something, but for now I need to figure out what works

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I *dream* of waking up at 6, going for a morning run then feeling refreshed and productive before lectures even begin

instead i scramble to wake up just in time, rushing a shower and coffee and eating brealfast during the lecture

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also it's *impossible* to stick to any sleeping/morning schedule, really need to figure that out

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uni deadlines, mh~ 

also starting to get more behind on deadlines because last week was *not good*, let's hope that's salvageable now

why do I know how computers work

how am I the person that just knows where to search in menus for options, or failing that, to just search for it online instead of immediately giving up

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remind me to listen to RJD2 - Smoke & Mirrors tommorow though

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Hot tip you don't have to "respect" your own pronouns like if you wanna refer to yourself with something different in the span of a sentence or whatever that's chill as fuck

I know a lot of trans people struggle to adapt to a new pronoun and sometimes it feels weird to change it again or you don't want to change it yet just try something real quick, and like yeah do it go hog wild who gives a shit it's your gender and you get to choose how you refer to yourself

just drank this double espresso white chocolate energy drink thing and 5 minutes later i'm just fuckin

remind me to listen to RJD2 - Smoke & Mirrors tommorow though

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i should really fix my quadcopter sometime

and 1001 other things i Should Do

is it just because I've spent sooo long doing stuff with computers?

is it something in my brain, my thought patterns?

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why do I know how computers work

how am I the person that just knows where to search in menus for options, or failing that, to just search for it online instead of immediately giving up

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self reflection idk weird 

sorta caught up with someone who i hadn't spoke to in a while, to help them with a programming question.

they told me im doing great/that i have all these skills

and, heh, wasn't really sure how to feel about that. like yes i know a decent amount of specialized tidbits and can figure out computer stuff rather well, but then there's also so much i can't do that frustrates me and, eh

i got morph (github.com/DBCDK/morph) working in my current Arch laptop setup, which then deploys these rather basic configs to the vm's over ssh

next is:
- wireguard between nodes
- actually running useful services properly (nginx, etc)
- learning how to package my own things
- rolling these out to hetzner
- spreading this to pixie.town infra, my personal infra, my laptop, my desktop, YOUR infra, THE WORLD

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can american science librarian Franklin Sayre please be less vorny on main

I need the quick dopamine of xonotic games

but instead the game is broken as fuck so it only gets me anger these days

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