fuchsiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
uni deadlines, mh~
also starting to get more behind on deadlines because last week was *not good*, let's hope that's salvageable now
also it's *impossible* to stick to any sleeping/morning schedule, really need to figure that out
I *dream* of waking up at 6, going for a morning run then feeling refreshed and productive before lectures even begin
instead i scramble to wake up just in time, rushing a shower and coffee and eating brealfast during the lecture
had a good long shower with Thoughts and I need some kind of time tracking system
then roughly planning my day in segments by activity (sport, lectures, *must* TODO items, personal TODO/projects) then nicely interspersed with breaks
if this works im absolutely overengineering some device for it, with nixie tubes or something, but for now I need to figure out what works
not sure where this spark of hope came from because I've tried this before and failed, but maybe I know enough how to take breaks/not pressure myself too much when it doesn't
or maybe not and it all fails, but can't really get worse so
i will now shut up
today is messy because it's already half done but I should definitely be able to dedicate some time to planning tomorrow/rest of week
'Today is the first day of the rest of your life' is corny as hell but comes through my mind way too often