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@elfi@pixie.town
- Pronouns
- she/her, fae/faer
- Location
- Canada
I'm Elfi! I'm a fair folk, magical moth, greyace girl, greenhorn gamedev, in my thirties and 
, and ADHD+ASD+EDS. Disclosure: white
💕 Aine @SophicLeech
💕 Agi @AgiDine
💕 Jenny @Esme
💕 Cherry @deejvalen
Icon by @Zwiebelprinz, header from Liar Princess and the Blind Prince by NIS
Joined Feb 2020
caps, computer troubles
GODDAMMIT ZOOM.
I should just focus on updating my system and fixing whatever inevitably breaks.
Maybe nothing will! Maybe the extant issues would just be fixed. How lucky would I be for that
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honestly, why do I even bother saying things around you.
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honestly, I only asked for a clarification on what channel to use, even, and you get aggressive about the restructuring. you, who insist you want my input when I realize no good is going to come of things and hold my tongue
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I realized it that time too when I nearly let slip that I thought some of the extant channels were vapid. between our attitudes about the whole thing, nothing constructive was about to come out of that.
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I tried to give it a chance but I am absolutely chafing in there. the only reason I haven't dropped it outright is because of the contacts I have in there and because I couldn't find any place like what it was to begin with, and I'm too afraid to look into some leads I've gotten because something just feels off about them
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I wish the estrogen could undo the damage by itself. https://redd.it/lk5wap
I redrew this five times rather than go in and fix or add frames. I was impatient to see it move and here it is! Now that I have the hang of it I wonder what I'm to do next? xD #MastoArt #animation #Pencil2D
Trying to reflow already bad solder is an exercise in frustration, but at least the bridge is gone
fuchsiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Awake but not alive.
tf? idk
All my fiancée's sergal friends are becoming yinglets, she's afraid she'll become one too
Begpost, sorry...
The unemployment office has some weird claims issue for me. No payments in two weeks. Can't go there this week because of snow storms.
Wife got to the last stage of some interviews. They took her to the last stage only to reject her. That ate up like 4 weeks of job searching for her. I know she'll find something, she just needs time.
Nobody has responded to me with anything but "not at this time."
I'm working on a VPS panel (literally beyond full-time work) but it's on spec, i.e. idk if I'll get paid.
I'm waiting on our tax refunds but that will probably be around the time third stimulus comes.
Sorry... I despise asking, I've put it off. I thought I was gonna be okay but nope lol.
Could y'all help me survive, til I can get this sorted (which could take weeks)? I only got like $800 for the month and I'm doing the best I can.
mh? brain stuff
It's frustrating that I can't turn off thinking, and often it's constantly self-checking and rechecking and second-guessing.
One prime example where this is a problem is when my conscious thoughts start coming unglued as I transition to sleep. My self-checks catch it, and often it acknowledges it as nominal, or in appropriate cases not nominal and jolts me awake. What sucks is that it too is affected by my transition to sleep, so sometimes it not only fails to recognize I'm trying to sleep, it does so with a large dose of panic because it fails to recognize *why* my thoughts are coming unglued.
My kingdom for a proper ACPI-defined set of sleep states or a brain kernel patch
Can't sleep, but I'm too tired to brain
ah, to lay beneath the wing of a great big fluffy moth
Suddenly tempted to order more Raspberry Pi Zero Ws...
bev, a comedy of errors
the punchline to this is that the only cure is the very thing you cannot do
I don't even know what this one means, but we should all blame @doodlesbycass for giving me this format
mh~
Got out of full-blown crisis mode thanks to Alana's help, but I need to have some uncomfortable conversations and I'm not looking forward to it
some transphobic bullshit to use report features upon, twitter & google links (sorry), 
Had this shared around my friend groups.
https://twitter.com/reclaimingtrans/status/1360588754214408192
"This is troubling. This account was started yesterday, though this mapping project has been going on [for] longer than that."
The account in question is @ GenderMapper on Twitter. The gist of it is, they appear to be engaged in long-term tracking of trans-friendly medical providers for use by deeply transphobic outrage groups.
Deeper in the replies, someone found a user-created google map that is purportedly created by that account's owner. https://twitter.com/PirateSkyProd/status/1360664480946995202
The map is here, and I cannot encourage you strongly enough to report it for hate speech, terrorism, and anything else you think may apply: https://www.google.com/maps/d/u/1/viewer?ll=33.548036702988966%2C-102.15482771250001&z=7&fbclid=IwAR1kFXJkhKHuvWpzmY2dYzXzJpTPW8om_ndZqzhwO2hwSJbXYXCh6pEI8yU&mid=1eYJiSslPUsaNtmBj2NmBOtgv8ugnDeXm
According to the same person who found the google map, this appears to be the twitter account linked to the map's creator: https://twitter.com/laraalix
To say I am furious to discover this shit exists would be a gargantuan understatement.
- Pronouns
- she/her, fae/faer
- Location
- Canada
I'm Elfi! I'm a fair folk, magical moth, greyace girl, greenhorn gamedev, in my thirties and , and ADHD+ASD+EDS. Disclosure: white
💕 Aine @SophicLeech
💕 Agi @AgiDine
💕 Jenny @Esme
💕 Cherry @deejvalen
Icon by @Zwiebelprinz, header from Liar Princess and the Blind Prince by NIS
Joined Feb 2020
