ffxiv, mh (-)
why does a fucking videogame have enough sway to damage me like this. a FUCKING videogame. and why can't I be spared from seeing it for just one minute
ffxiv, mh (-)
I tried to reframe my experiences with FFXIV in my head and put better purposes and goals for myself in it
I tried to log back in after months, and the anxiety still hit me hard
And it only got worse as people started interacting with me, more and more, even though I said I wasn't comfortable
Why am I like this?
@SophicLeech she!!
open to receive kissie
@GlitterDisaster uwah! *draws her knees up and flutters rapidly* ![]()
@deejvalen ...oh
Oh yeah
I have one of those in my purse
I am very obviously an aware and conscious person
@deejvalen no, only when I am home and can veg out in front of Space Engineers
@f0x man that takes me *back*
@deejvalen and then she slips and falls out with a splash because she's clumsy
@deejvalen now I'm imagining a cute water elemental climbing out of the bottle
@GlitterDisaster *can give scritches and earrubs this time, thanks to the power of pixie magic!*
@GlitterDisaster coffeeeeee *grabbyhands @ bean*
@GlitterDisaster mooooorning z.z
@GlitterDisaster squek
I'm Elfi! I'm a fair folk, magical moth, greyace girl, greenhorn gamedev, in my thirties and
, and ADHD+ASD+EDS. Disclosure: white
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💕 Agi @AgiDine
💕 Jenny @Esme
💕 Cherry @deejvalen
Icon by @Zwiebelprinz, header from Liar Princess and the Blind Prince by NIS