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ffxiv, mh (-)
I tried to reframe my experiences with FFXIV in my head and put better purposes and goals for myself in it
I tried to log back in after months, and the anxiety still hit me hard
And it only got worse as people started interacting with me, more and more, even though I said I wasn't comfortable
Why am I like this?
ffxiv, mh (-)
why does a fucking videogame have enough sway to damage me like this. a FUCKING videogame. and why can't I be spared from seeing it for just one minute