to my fellow mourners 

i cried earlier, till my whole face was tears. but it's okay to be happy after, too.

make room for it all go through you, if you can. you're only dwelling if you've already run the course of your feelings.

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mourning 

polygon seemed so sweet from our brief meeting, shy but present, so soft and loving.

in the absence of any photos from when we met, it truly will live in our mind.

rest in power, brave one. 💜

@tthbaltazar I think last time I read this I was just trying to read fem, but now, there's this whole _depth_ of me. It felt so nice and squishy-warm every time I did a /me/-thing as I was going through takes of this. The gender is still there too, but it's taken the backstage, only showing _through_ me.

I read it again, having been surprised by how different my voice was then.

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@elilla yeah, I sit here and ponder all this stuff nearly every day lately, how little I can focus, but without changing something tactile my hands just go ctrl t social.p return again.

it is so tiring to deal with this package deal of 'fascinating discussion' and 'no attention span'

ec, networking, silly 

@domi awww you're so cute hereee

@april

@estrogenandspite Thank you! And yeah, wordpress is a pain.. Interesting to hear that about site builders; I'd figured there was more of a variety than what I'd seen but there's seemingly a chasm between CMSes like WordPress and commandline static-site generators that assume a dev background. thanks, I might make something..

p.s. I remember there was this cohost user that built something like this, but in my archive I only find a post complaining about the same issue :'(

@estrogenandspite could I ask, where did you get stuck on your homemade website adventure? I'm always wondering how to make that artform more accessible to less technical types

meta, cute selfie, eye contact, Amazon© 

@alina ohhh! I was mulling over this all day trying to figure out why :p

@vultureculture !! I don’t understand everything but hot damnnn

cli output long 

@alina
nix-repl> 1/0
/home/ckie/1/0

nix-repl> 1 /0
error: attempt to call something which is not a function but an integer: 1
at «string»:1:1:
1| 1 /0
| ^

nix-repl> 1 / 0
error:
… while calling the 'div' builtin
at «string»:1:3:
1| 1 / 0
| ^

error: division by zero

nix-repl> 1/ 0
error:
… while calling the 'div' builtin
at «string»:1:2:
1| 1/ 0
| ^

error: division by zero

@x4nw i used to do this all the time. it was fun

I ran into the sea, got my camera as close to the ground as I could bend, spammed the shutter then ran back before the wave could splash on my camera.

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ƒ/5.6, 1/125 s, 50 mm, ISO 5000

(Canon EOS R10 / RF-S18-150mm F3.5-6.3 IS STM)

re: dysphoria pondering 

@elilla @alina @erin2 @phseiff curiously I had this for a few years, seeing different faces in mine... then it stopped! now if I get too curious for my own good I can force myself to see the other faces, but it takes some effort and I'm probably getting worse at it

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