mei 🌒& @ckie@pixie.town

@domi not a hot take at all?? fuck copyright https://i.ckie.dev/fuckcopyright.webm

@tandspiel get min 2 vials, one actively used one spare in case of coring/contam. there's factors on shelf life based on the homebrewers formula. after you start using one the limiting factor tends to be the stopper which informally is a year max.

I have more in my brain but we just woke up

@vultureculture woa nice tits jackknife

matrix is a cool experiment disguised as a chat app

@kookie the cookies or the cardboard? ty <3

@kookie @syn to be fair my website *does* have a few things in common w a game~

@kookie @syn this is my wobsite :D https://mei.puppycat.house/

@syn @kookie the 9 genders
b58a2a6 * pspsps
2e8605a * awoo
a178f0e * AWOO
326cf5a * so overkill (icons and targetbl)
742f885 * lwm: volume slider
638def1 * lwm: listener counting
9a8c6fd * meow
2ad8efb * some codeblockss
5879c88 * THE AUTH WORKS

@birdibirdson this artstyle is so good!! and the water reflectionss mmmm chef's kiss

being transgender is the best thing that's happened to me

@tthbaltazar i think this is a case of conway's law[1] because a nice foss system could definitely just detect the printer by reading some eeprom it exposes on an i2c bus and dealing with quirks as necessary.

adding another discrete computer feels like it gets in the way of a fully integrated system, which under the current system is oppressive (you can't change anything).. but i think ideally would actually be a positive for freedom, since ultimate freedom in this context is being able to take shit apart yourself ;; another computer is another cognitive burden , the more {soft,gate}ware the better because that's a lot easier to play,learn&update than a pcb(or even ic) revision

[1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conway%27s_law

OH: "i was too lazy to reconfigre my nginx to accept 15mb of lewd audio"

@x4nw holy shit,,

@gremlins i'm still like this (search term: ARFID)

personally it's an overlap of a bunchh of things -- way more than anyone could conceivably explain concisely.

- there's a workaround: food-as-drink supplements like PediaSure (me) or maybe the soylent kinda stuff (no idea..) — pediasure has quitee a few tastes and one of them works for me and tastes horrible to almost everyone else in my life, but it's expensive unless you have insurance to cover it or something..

- divide food into little squares or such — i.e. splitting it into subgoals
- do a relaxing activity at the same time; basically meditation. by default i just reject food-tastes and assume they're bad. if i play piano and get into flow state, my anxieties relax and.. i can taste things:

it takes a while to accept this sensory invasion the food inflicts on me.. but, sometimes its good..

that panic response they're having sounds like a horrible complex to contend with.. and the confrontation-feel of it before that panic is alsoo uh, Not An Optimal Environment. feeling like they're on the clock. feeling like they have to eat a certain minimum so it's easier to not engage with the task at all.

i'd say, don't eat too alongside them — that'd just make me try to mask — but just, hold their hand and ask them to be brave because they need this.

please don't overtly nudge. their tummy is probably already doing *plenty* of that, and they need to listen to their tummy, not you.

good luck to you two, it's a long journey but they can do it <3

(p.s. consider finding a parent group to vent to about this!! it's a lot for you too)