music is so freakin hard, my journey, emotions
so
i started like 2ish years ago. ive been learning [this version of unravel](https://musescore.com/user/9387251/scores/2579421) for around a year now.
lots of the comments say they got it in 1 hour or that it's so easy or that they're so young and it's so hard to not be jealous of them
i have my things i'm good at but music just requires so so much
basically every piece of music i regularly listen to has been made by an artist with something like a decade ± some years and its just
#### so
### freaking
#### hard
*(to play well)*
my teacher says im making great progress and that i'm very determined but it's so easy to fall in love with other songs and it pains me that I can't play them all that fast yet.
this one i'm currently honeymooning over is something that i'll be able to play in a week or two, and that's still much slower than the prodigy kids or whatnot
i guess its considered a *'talent'* because most people are not able to experiment with their music so easily.
i know once i finish this one i'll be able to get through easier ones much faster but I *cannot wait* and I really wish I had more external bandwidth to this humongous neural network that is my brain
re: more social media meta
@riley oh yeah it felt a lot like that to me & it *is* but there's some fairly irreplaceable to me conversations on there & frankly fedi sucks in a lot of ways compared to it since (speculating but am generally well-informed) software needs to maintain parity and things like "This is a [quote post](#), …" are so annoying
i am curious +, re: more social media meta
@riley are you there? i've found there's a very specific vibe to it & its fairly small, quality over quantity kinda thing
@annieversary this is so cool annie!! good job :3
@x4nw pretty,, (even tho chaotic)
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