mh -, plural
sometimes its hard because i want to be with Sal, but we're together in the same body, so I have to expend brain power to maybe be able to impose her form into reality. its so tiring. i just want to know what it would truely feel like to cuddle with her. but we'll never have that. im just not capable in most cases to maintain this...illusion on my senses for very long.
even though im technically "never alone", i feel so lonely.
i used to be more weh about people gifting (and tip jar stuff) me stuff because i never felt I deserved it but im getting more ok with the idea
tactics doll ("ALTI B-13711"), weird artist. Often playing games, talking to bugs, cuddling a plushie, learning about things, or working on weird art. Not A Human! often being cutesy or childish, but mature when it matters. Traumaqueer.
Sal (she/her): the garden Witch 🌱 Cooking, reading, flowers. uses "S:" when posting. Caretaker of the Doll described above.
Vessel facts:
White, 20s, plural (but often working as one)
English: native/fluent
japanese: extremely beginner (looking for learning material)
toki pona: extremely beginner
if we do something bad please let us know, we're probably unaware, and want to learn.
follow requests are vibes and/or "do we know you" type basis
Banner: yellow blob gives a blushy brown beetle hugs!