Kona (Doll!!!) @lyncia@pixie.town

yeah you could look through my posts to assertain how much of a threat i am to the state but the most likely outcome is you'll wake up in a maid outfit, estrogen bottle on the nightstand, surrounded by zines. /joke

doll moment

instead of trying to continue to appear "strong" and push my emotions away and bottle everything up i now dress cutely, try to let my emotions show, be weird freely, and essentially become soft and cuddly and cutesy. Surrounded by calming pastels, cuddling my favorite plushies, feeling very loved by my partners, getting excited over the simplest things, looking at the world through eyes of revolutionary wonder and amazement, as if everything was full of posibillity. and if that means i dress a little weird in some ways and act a bit odd then so be it. Awawawa.

Awawwawawa
dollpaganda
you are not immune to it

You can petpet the Kona she will most likely appreciate it

to be clear, this is my self identity. not just a lewd thing (actually barely a lewd thing please dont assume it is). It just tends to cross over a lot. My brain is really jumbled to put it simply, and if you still think im normal you're about to have that view of me shattered. I will talk weird. Ill act weird. I'm extremely tired of wearing the mask of "normal" that was forced onto me and caused me so much pain over the course of my life (and caused me to freak out over thoughts of having lost my identity and personality).

awa....
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awawa! ​

aaa,,,,am go bed prolly

*point blanks an explosive barrel with the gravity gun and gets vaporized instantly*

Status update: every death has entirely been my own doing instead of the enemy's

re-entering my gamer girl era as a sub-arc along with my slut era main arc

doll that is Still when snuggling and napping

nyaaaaa~
*yawns*
bbut i dont wanna seepy yet....
awawa

fucked up count and realized i wont have my E or spiro until monday when the pharmacy is open again and tonight was my last dose I had :(

at least I have my ssri

i like playing Half Life 2 again every now and then, its a nice experience

On Hard.

playing through Half Life 2 to grab achievements

awawawawawawawa
*wiggles into blankets*

i wonder how well OpenDyslexic actually works for people that have dyslexia
i do not have dyslexia so i do not have any experience with this sort of thing