i used to fear trains as a young kid
then i learned to love them, especially my long international trips were ultra comfy
and now i fear them again, even worse
covid anxiety, ~
plan is still to go super early to avoid train rush hour, but if the station/campus looks too busy im prepared to just call in sick and spend the day at the hackerspace instead.
missing the introduction that's probably quite important won't be great but, well,
5 hours and 16 minutes, haven't gotten anywhere. it's time to get more pragmatic in my TODO list to see what actually *needs* to get done in preparation for tomorrow
covid anxiety, --
doing my best to not let this run off into a full panic attack
and hope that by going suuper early i'll be able to avoid most people
campus covid guidelines actually seem sensible, although again it remains to be seen how well people keep to them
i wonder if thinking about my time today like that will help somehow or just make me stressed, there's definitely quite a few things i want to get done
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I do anarchist tech stuff and run free services at https://pixie.town
I program, solder rgb led thingies, and fly fpv quadcopters
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“i don't trust like that”
not a furry, actually
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