fuchsiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
covid anxiety
tomorrow i have to go by train again
sitting right next to others
masks are mandatory, but the majority wears them completely wrong
covid anxiety
and that at least 2 days a week for the forseeable future
covid anxiety, --
doing my best to not let this run off into a full panic attack
and hope that by going suuper early i'll be able to avoid most people
campus covid guidelines actually seem sensible, although again it remains to be seen how well people keep to them
covid anxiety, ~
plan is still to go super early to avoid train rush hour, but if the station/campus looks too busy im prepared to just call in sick and spend the day at the hackerspace instead.
missing the introduction that's probably quite important won't be great but, well,
time for sleep, then wake 6am
feel relatively calm now, we'll see tomorrow
nn fedi
good morning fedi
train was fine, quite empty :)
stress, eating
thought i felt fine too until i realised im too stressed to eat
this morning: ahh no need to pack another hairtie, the one in my hair is fine!
*adjusts hairtie"
my only hairtie: snaps
@f0x mew~ blobfoxpats
i used to fear trains as a young kid
then i learned to love them, especially my long international trips were ultra comfy
and now i fear them again, even worse