ordered my canon 50mm f/1.8 lens, and picking up the canon 550d tomorrow from hackerspace peep
#photography here I come :D
thinking about the meaning of "performance", oops its about gender too
This was inspired by another thread but felt like it's own thing
We have noticed that there is sometimes a notion, when the word "performing" or "acting" is used, that something is not genuine. The idea that if something is an act, it isn't *real*.
it's quite the opposite. a good performance comes from somewhere genuine and deep. a good DJ tells their own story to the audience in music. The difference between a singer singing the words, and really _feeling_ them is stark.
a genuine core shines through regardless of skill.
performing takes energy. but it's not inherently fake. and it can be deeply satisfying to do.
this carries to gender as well. "boy" was a character that I hated performing. It was a halfhearted phoned in act necessary for survival. "girl" is only a facet of who i am, but its something I very much enjoy performing. it can be exhausting, and i need breaks, but in the moment it feels right.
I got sent this and relate quite a lot; thinking this might be useful for some others here
"I never thought I'd grow up"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlK-6PVMCNY
a lot like the generation that brought forth hippie culture, many many people in my generation (I'm a milennial) seem to have this deeply ingrained desire for more communal form of life because we were raised on and exposed to a level of neoliberal ultra-individualism, isolation, and alienation under late capitalism the world hadn't seen until then and despite all promises this ultra-individualism has grown stale for us except for those who can afford to live that way by exploiting others
what I'm saying is, I always wanted to live in a leftist housing project or a squat, but these days I'd be fully content living in any place where I knew my neighbours' first names
great bassline
#np Teddy Killerz - Negative Thoughts
luckily found a good new wallpaper super quickly, and pywal + some tweaking did the rest :3 #rice
loool the fosdem #matrix talk started playing in the background, and it took me till 1:43 to realize that this was in fact not part of the music
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not a furry, actually
Extreme coffee-out-of-a-wineglass Energy
something something trans list stop scraping bios
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