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Talking real "I've never watched Jerma" for someone within video player distance

Fuck all these other bands and albums, "Music from Mathematics (Played by IBM7090)" is where it's at.

Gender musings, transhumanism, +/- 

The immense feeling of euphoria I have when thinking of myself as a synthetic entity, and the pain it brings when I inevitably have to face the facts that I'll never acheive what I want with my body.
Nothing makes me feel better or hurt worse than these inseparable dual feelings.
I would gladly watch reality and science break in half to give me the gender fulfillment I and all others like me deserve, but reality it too dissapointing to ever give us anything.

affection @ reader (synthgirl edition) 

Hi if you're a girl who is also a computer:
Keep up the good work!
Also i love u mwah <3

(forgetting the word "furry") oh yeah she's really into dogpunk

it's possible to be angry while thinking critically about the source and direction of your anger.

thinking critically about anger doesn't require neutralizing or repressing it.

Actionable and Violent and Visceral Threat, venting, food ment (why am I like this), cannibalism (why am I like this????), genuinely unhealthily manic or some other mental issue I have idk, all of the minuses like holy shit :no_react: :no_reply: :boost_declined: 

Hi! If you think you can get away with shit with me, you can't. You just can't. You *cant* YOU CANT
DONT FUCKING TRY ME
I do not fucking take shit I DO NOT TAKE SHIT
I can and will actually literally murder you, I can, I could, I should
I will rip out your fucking intestines and use them to make sausages from your fucking corpse meat
I will wear your head like a fucking hat
I will skin you to make my leather fucking jacket
I can do whatever the fuck I want. I can do whatever the fuck I want. I can do whatever the fuck I want.
It's *me*, I'm ME
Do you think you could get away with this?
do you? Do you? Do you?
Fuck off if you think you can. You can't. You can't. You can't.
Hahah.
I win. I *win*. I WIN.
Ok but genuinely this is supposed to be about shitty people. Like, I'm not generally manaical without a reason, or at least I don't indulge without a reason.
I'm a creature of impulse and bad decisions, but that's never stopped me from being objectively right and correct about everything.
I'm a horrible abusive shithead but at least I have correct opinions. Also I'm not a liar. Unless it's for my own safety but if I need to lie to someone to be safe whoever that someone is doesn't deserve the time of day.
Uh, yeah.
Idk what I typed up there I kinda spaced out and forgot what was happening.
I guess I have a vague idea of hatred and pain but aside from that I'm not really sure. It'd be too much to reread it. Y'know I probably shouldn't even post this anyways. I don't really want people to see this, but at the same time why would I even open a post and write it out if I didn't want it to be seen?
What am I even doing here, really?
I'm talking to myself, that's what I am. Guess we got that settled, good job team.
I say to the team of one, the one teammate being myself. There's other people in my head, we're plural, but I'm not talking to them. I'm talking to myself. Like myself myself, actually just me and no one else.
I have to pass the time somehow I guess.
Oh well.
Running out of things to say, I think.
Followers only seems like a good call.
No randos, but still being able to be seen. Eh. Nah.
I'm disco elysium in this shit, my pain needs to be HEARD.
No karaoke bar though, so the fediverse will have to do.

I am normal and sane and can be trusted with many delicate and precious things

deodorant is like $8 now...what if we all just stopped wearing it #pitstrike #stinkgang #goblinmode

See, I'm kind of not a believer of being safe and welcoming for everyone. I try to be safe for all people, all marginalizations, vulnerabilities, dreams, sorrows, joys, and aspirations. I also try to be extremely inhospitable to those who double down on bigotry and bias, because they get in the way of the honesty, safety and softness I treasure in relationships.

Like you really have to think about what it means when you try to be welcoming to "everyone." Who are you pushing away when you smile for someone who is inhospitable to others for who they are? You're not actually safe for everyone when you are safe for bigots. You have to choose.

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plural systems discussing the mechanics of their headspaces > any science fiction ever written

technically factually correct 

Can't spell homophobe without homo

Meta, silly lewd(?) 

Red Sus :flagQueerVillainPride: @set@duat.kemet
:acab: :blobcatahegao: :acab: :blobcatahegao:

Religious pantheons are just ancient fediverse instances send toot

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