Actionable and Violent and Visceral Threat, venting, food ment (why am I like this), cannibalism (why am I like this????), genuinely unhealthily manic or some other mental issue I have idk, all of the minuses like holy shit

Hi! If you think you can get away with shit with me, you can't. You just can't. You *cant* YOU CANT
DONT FUCKING TRY ME
I do not fucking take shit I DO NOT TAKE SHIT
I can and will actually literally murder you, I can, I could, I should
I will rip out your fucking intestines and use them to make sausages from your fucking corpse meat
I will wear your head like a fucking hat
I will skin you to make my leather fucking jacket
I can do whatever the fuck I want. I can do whatever the fuck I want. I can do whatever the fuck I want.
It's *me*, I'm ME
Do you think you could get away with this?
do you? Do you? Do you?
Fuck off if you think you can. You can't. You can't. You can't.
Hahah.
I win. I *win*. I WIN.
Ok but genuinely this is supposed to be about shitty people. Like, I'm not generally manaical without a reason, or at least I don't indulge without a reason.
I'm a creature of impulse and bad decisions, but that's never stopped me from being objectively right and correct about everything.
I'm a horrible abusive shithead but at least I have correct opinions. Also I'm not a liar. Unless it's for my own safety but if I need to lie to someone to be safe whoever that someone is doesn't deserve the time of day.
Uh, yeah.
Idk what I typed up there I kinda spaced out and forgot what was happening.
I guess I have a vague idea of hatred and pain but aside from that I'm not really sure. It'd be too much to reread it. Y'know I probably shouldn't even post this anyways. I don't really want people to see this, but at the same time why would I even open a post and write it out if I didn't want it to be seen?
What am I even doing here, really?
I'm talking to myself, that's what I am. Guess we got that settled, good job team.
I say to the team of one, the one teammate being myself. There's other people in my head, we're plural, but I'm not talking to them. I'm talking to myself. Like myself myself, actually just me and no one else.
I have to pass the time somehow I guess.
Oh well.
Running out of things to say, I think.
Followers only seems like a good call.
No randos, but still being able to be seen. Eh. Nah.
I'm disco elysium in this shit, my pain needs to be HEARD.
No karaoke bar though, so the fediverse will have to do.

**Understars 🌌** @Blinxbat@pixie.town · Dec 08, 2022, 06:12

**Understars 🌌** @Blinxbat@pixie.town · Dec 08, 2022, 06:12

Dec 08, 2022, 06:12

Understars 🌌 @Blinxbat@pixie.town

Pay attention to me

**Understars 🌌** @Blinxbat@pixie.town · Dec 08, 2022, 06:12

**Understars 🌌** @Blinxbat@pixie.town · Dec 08, 2022, 06:12

Dec 08, 2022, 06:12

Understars 🌌 @Blinxbat@pixie.town

I am normal and sane and can be trusted with many delicate and precious things

**Understars 🌌** · Dec 07, 2022, 17:05

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**Davey** @sugar@goblin.camp · Dec 07, 2022, 17:05

Dec 07, 2022, 17:05

Davey @sugar@goblin.camp

deodorant is like $8 now...what if we all just stopped wearing it #pitstrike #stinkgang #goblinmode

**Understars 🌌** · Dec 07, 2022, 12:29

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**L.J. = indie web loser** @ljwrites@rage.love · Dec 07, 2022, 12:29

Dec 07, 2022, 12:29

L.J. = indie web loser @ljwrites@rage.love

See, I'm kind of not a believer of being safe and welcoming for everyone. I try to be safe for all people, all marginalizations, vulnerabilities, dreams, sorrows, joys, and aspirations. I also try to be extremely inhospitable to those who double down on bigotry and bias, because they get in the way of the honesty, safety and softness I treasure in relationships.

Like you really have to think about what it means when you try to be welcoming to "everyone." Who are you pushing away when you smile for someone who is inhospitable to others for who they are? You're not actually safe for everyone when you are safe for bigots. You have to choose.

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