had a good long shower with Thoughts and I need some kind of time tracking system
then roughly planning my day in segments by activity (sport, lectures, *must* TODO items, personal TODO/projects) then nicely interspersed with breaks
if this works im absolutely overengineering some device for it, with nixie tubes or something, but for now I need to figure out what works
not sure where this spark of hope came from because I've tried this before and failed, but maybe I know enough how to take breaks/not pressure myself too much when it doesn't
or maybe not and it all fails, but can't really get worse so
i will now shut up