Today is #WorldDiabetesday (nov14).
About 100 years ago, Frederick Banting and John Macleod won a Nobel Prize for discovering the treatment which has gone on to save millions of lives around the world - insulin.
This day is important to me because my partner is #T1D and without modern medicine he wouldn't be here today.
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Here are some usefull facts about type one diabetes.
- isn’t caused by diet or lifestyle choices
- There is no such thing as “mild” diabetes. All types of diabetes are serious and can lead to complications
- it is autoimmune condition, it cannot be prevented and there is no cure. The cause of type 1 diabetes is still unknown.
pet death, emotional, long
Poekie has died today, at 16:13 UTC+1.
I don't remember exactly when she came to live with me, but it would've been something like 11 years ago - previously she lived with a number of cats, who'd continuously chase her away and steal her food, and she was a ball of anxiety and trauma by the time I adopted her.
Over the years, she mostly recovered from that, and learned to trust people again - but the panic attacks never quite went away, and eventually dementia appeared to set in, after she'd already been dealing with thyroid issues, near-total blindness, and incidental epilepsy attacks for a while.
For several years we could manage the issues using a combination of felimazole, phenobarbital, and annoyingly tiny doses of diazepam - but eventually that stopped working, the panic attacks became more and more frequent, and the treatment options ran out.
So I've finally had to make the difficult decision to put an end to it, given that there was no path forward other than suffering. It's still something I'm deeply uncomfortable with, making this sort of decision for *any* other creature, and it frustrates me to no end that I had no way of communicating about it with her. I guess it's some sort of sad consolation that most people would've apparently given up sooner, or so I've been told.
I can't shake the sense, however, that after I spent her last two days hanging out with her on the couch, she eventually caught onto what was happening - suddenly wanting to go check out the bathroom and the office (which she always recognized as my 'territory') when I started preparing to bring her away, wanting to hang around with me there for a bit, and then walking back down and waiting there for me, being unusually calm as I led her into the cat carrier. But I guess I'll never know.
I will probably not be around much for the next few days, at least. Poekie has been my only companion for many of my most difficult years, and it will take me some time to process this fully. I'll have to get used to the silence around the house, too.
I might tell some more stories about her on here, I don't know yet.
I just generally think that adtech is toxic in a ton of ways:
* Big vector for scams and outright malware
* Positions you and the website in an adversarial relationship
* Wastes tons of resources, both energy wise and "brain power expended to make ad metrics marginally better" wise
* Requires, at least according to big companies (who may be lying about that, of course) massive profiling and tracking operations with gigantic abuse potential
* Necessitates censorship to please advertisers (outright on e.g. tiktok, "soft" / demonetization if you as much as mention a sensitive topic on YT)
* Worsens barrier to entry, since "ad supported free as the default" is often only going to be an option if you are already huge
I think an internet where we do that less and exchange money for goods and services more, and where the free stuff is for the most part free as in wikipedia or, in fact, a fedi instance, rather than free as in facebook would be a better internet overall
I wish more people understood this.
source (kinda?): https://shark-myths.tumblr.com/post/169658382122/what-i-mean-when-i-say-toxic-monogamy-culture
@james have you read the paper about the disappearing spoons? https://www.bmj.com/content/331/7531/1498
But the underlying problem still remains: The Internet is no longer a place for people to share themselves. Instead it's gradually becoming something to passively enjoy as algorithms feed you content to keep you engaged. Where that content comes from and who makes it is becoming less and less important, because there's no direct line from content creation to corporate profits.
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Technical debt collector and general hype-hater. Early 30s, non-binary, ND, poly, relationship anarchist, generally queer.
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Strong views about abolishing oppression, hierarchy, agency, and self-governance - but I also trust people by default and give them room to grow, unless they give me reason not to. That all also applies to technology and how it's built.