Sven Slootweg (soft-deprecated) @joepie91@pixie.town

I thought hard about this... but I think I found a way to get more funding again to De Lijn!

TIL in some matrix clients there is a command like /converttodm to fix this issue where some direct chat is actually a group...

McGill: Microsoft says server farms are destroying the planet, so we're limiting the institutional cloud disk space we're giving you to 20 GB only

CIHR: You're still required to keep all your original data sets for all your research until 5 years after the end of the grant though

Me: If you and Microsoft want to actually do something about the planet, maybe pull the plug on OpenAI instead

McGill: If you have questions about the new policy read the email again good luck bye!

I often have trouble expressing appreciation after someone shares their favorite thing with me, be it an interest, music, yiff, video that I might not have that much of an interested in, but I never want those people to stop sharing those stuff.

I love when people share their stuff with me, when they trust me with sharing what they like, when they express themselves this way. Our favorite things make us who we are, and I want to know my friends.

Y'all are very unique and I like you just the way you are. Obsession over trains or not.

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what is the point of a software archival website that doesnt let you download from their archive. what

The regex engine in Firefox and Chrome was originally optimized specifically for matching against DNA strings

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If you are still a CuriosityStream subscriber, be aware that they are currently mass-emailing subscribers with what I think is a VERY deceptive "offer". They push users to renew 2yr subs, promising continued Nebula access for bundle subscribers. In reality, Nebula access for CS subscribers expires on Dec 31st. This means you'll have <2 months of Nebula out of your "locked in" 2 year contract. All their communication seems to imply the opposite.

I don't see this talked about like, ever.

So I'll talk about it.

If you realised you're trans but find yourself sometimes not really hating your assigned gender and being like "meh" to it?

1) That doesn't mean you've been cis all along;
2) It doesn't mean you just imagined your dysphoria;
3) You're not "pretending" anything or lying to anyone, least of all yourself.

It just means you're more tired than dysphoric. Your brain can't keep negative feelings at full steam all the time, which is good. It's not supposed to.

Do not measure your transness by how much you CURRENTLY need to transition. Dysphoria comes and goes. So does euphoria, for that matter.

I went through several cycles of "I am trans. Wait... I don't feel strongly about this anymore. Was that real? No, wait, ARGH, I'm trans. Wait..." and so on, before I started transitioning. Fooled me every single time.

I still experience this. I'm experiencing this today. I am currently wondering why this whole transition thing is such a big deal to me.

But guess what. I know I'm trans, I've been through this before. Doubts that something is true are not the same as knowing it is not.

You will have doubts whether you're trans years after you transition to your general satisfaction. You will. It just happens. You will still be almost certainly happy that you transitioned. That's what being trans means.

If you don't MIND your assigned gender at the moment, but still your actual gender sounds neat, you're still trans.

You're allowed to pause things and recalibrate, or focus on something else. Your transition should go at your pace.

But you haven't suddenly become cis. I promise you that you haven't. You still prefer to function as your real gender, don't you?

I've done this enough times that I need to say it. It's OK. It ebbs and flows. As long as you're not actually *satisfied* with your assigned gender, as long as you have ANY overall need to transition, you're not cis. You may be genderfluid or genderflux or bigender or agender or genderqueer or non-binary. Knock yourself out exploring those (I sure did). There's no penalty for concluding with "nah".

You may also be very Very, Very Tired.

But none of those things mean "cis". I'm begging you, believe me.

EDIT: one good way to figure this out is - OK, so you don't jump for joy at the thought of transitioning. Now imagine yourself in your actual gender. Imagine it's all done and dealt with. Is your imagined self repulsive, do you want to *avoid* this? Does the idea of HAVING transitioned fill you with discomfort?

If not, then you're not cis. Cis people are *uncomfortable* with the idea of transitioning because they inhabit their AGAB. That's their entire deal.

EDIT 2: also, this is the MOST unintuitive thing ever - I firmly believe feeling "meh" about transition can paradoxically be a symptom of dysphoria.

I don't think it's an accident that I currently feel this way after some rough days, and while having to deal with several days' worth of facial hair. One way dysphoria manifests is that your emotions shut down for maintenance. It's good. But it doesn't mean they were never there in the first place.

Since texture/.com removed the free credits, I found myself wondering where to grab textures for free

I haven't seen a list on my timeline yet, so I want to share the ones I like best for FREE TEXTURES!

#texture #textures #gamedev #3D #IndieDev

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I think the Github model was originally a pretty decent 'MVP' for a product management system (minimal but not effective), but it never actually grew beyond that despite tacking on more features, and now it is neither minimal anymore *nor* effective.

Kunnen we als-je-blieft een basisinkomen invoeren. Hoeveel geld is er nu wel weer verspild aan controleren van een mevrouw die blijkbaar regelmatig wat schooit bij de buurman en andere kennissen
https://www.pzc.nl/binnenland/gemeente-trekt-bijstand-in-van-vrouw-omdat-ze-te-weinig-boodschappen-doet-rechter-grijpt-in~a4fa97a4/