personal, mh 

so far i have to:

- talk to amaroq and help hir find a job
- go and finish all analyses on my leg and see doctors about my illnesses so i can go and dodge the army
- finish three homework assignments that are hanging over me
- find a way to keep working on my art projects
- find a way to help my usian friends and my gf
- find a way to move away from my family
- find a job
- all the while having to face with the fact that world is going to shit

i just want to curl up and cry

personal, mh 

what am i supposed to do with this life? i am young, but to what end? i am poor, i can't afford to go to guitar lessons anymore, i can't afford to learn singing, i can't afford going to the art school, i can't afford to learn how to write, i can't afford to learn other languages, and most importantly, i can't find time to practice any of those without responsibilities or my exhaustion killing me. i am barely surviving. when i will live?

serious answer: personal, mh 

@mynameistillian For what it's worth, for me it took until my 30s to really 'have something to live for' in this sense. Which isn't how it should have been, but.

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serious answer: personal, mh 

@mynameistillian Which is to say, that it takes long doesn't mean it won't happen

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serious answer: personal, mh 

@joepie91 i just look at my life fly by and there's nothing i can do about it.

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