tomorrow i have to go by train again
sitting right next to others
masks are mandatory, but the majority wears them completely wrong

and that at least 2 days a week for the forseeable future

doing my best to not let this run off into a full panic attack

and hope that by going suuper early i'll be able to avoid most people

campus covid guidelines actually seem sensible, although again it remains to be seen how well people keep to them

plan is still to go super early to avoid train rush hour, but if the station/campus looks too busy im prepared to just call in sick and spend the day at the hackerspace instead.

missing the introduction that's probably quite important won't be great but, well,

still hella fuckin stressed rn tho

i used to fear trains as a young kid
then i learned to love them, especially my long international trips were ultra comfy
and now i fear them again, even worse

time for sleep, then wake 6am
feel relatively calm now, we'll see tomorrow

nn fedi

good morning fedi