Local moth fairy loves lämp, more at 11 @elfi@pixie.town

So the latter half of my day got fucked over by an innocuous thought turning into a spiral of wanting a child, lamenting that I couldn't have a child, and intrusive thoughts about why I shouldn't have a child

It still hurts even now, but the ache is lessened by all the support my loved ones have given me, and the reminder that were I to have a chance to raise a child, I wouldn't be doing it alone

Back's jacked up yaaay

another beverage, another blunder, this time I forgot to turn the coffee maker on

Apparently vivaldi did a thing where tab stacks expand into their own row of tabs when focused

I... actually really like that, it's a lot easier to switch between them this way and makes them a lot more useful for packing up things you'd want to flip between

LB I forgot to close the coffee maker again

I'm having insomnia and craving stamppot, but my potatoes went bad and there haven't been any on sale... :L

I wish any attempt to pursue my creative goals doesn't feel like it's driving a wedge into my relationships