anyway if you feel scared that you're an awful manipulative person because you're constantly fighting the urge to say or do stuff that draws people's attention back to you please know: that's not bad at all that's like, human. all socialization *is* is just attracting much needed attention and paying attention to others. the reason you probably notice it more is you're in some sort of shitty, out-of-your-control situation where you are getting less and that is awful and i'm so sorry
PSA, autism, please boost
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