I feel this poem penned a century ago is immediately pertinent today in so many ways, and for me in particular on #TDoV
As Samantha Richardson hasn't joined the fediverse, she hasn't posted her amazing Énouement comic here.
You can find the original here 👇
https://allosaurusfragilis.tumblr.com/post/176976406631
& a repost with alt text here 👇
https://twitter.com/Samwitch11/status/1558894626689277953
I've reproduced Samantha's alt text in full from her Twitter post.
Full warning: if you're trans, this comic may give you the feels 🥺
#trans #transgender #Énouement #SamanthaRichardson #WebComic #artist #queer #LGBTQ+ #LGBTQIA+ #LGBTQIA2S+
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lyricposting at 🐇
@bun can u hear this ver too
when i'm older (bounce)
will i look great (when i'm older)
will i look right when i'm older (bounce)
i kissed a girl, and i liked it (bounce)
and i do it right back (back)
i do it right back
typing, health±, caps a bit
qwerty: i can type fast and my keybinds make sense but everything hurts after literal seconds from bad habits & overuse
colemak: hands barely moving, when they are, they're good small nice movements, and things don't hurt nearly as quickly, but All My Keybinds Are Just Wrong??
complaining about people posting 4chan screenshots or wojaks
if i see you post wojaks or 4chan screenshots, i will block you. fuck them. 4chan screenshots are garbage, seriously. 1, they're not funny. 2, they're screenshots of a horribly bigoted site with horribly bigoted white supremacist culture who loves being anti-Black and who loves to drop the r slur every 1 second and by posting screenshots from that site, you normalise channer culture and that's horrible and disgusting. fuck 4chan, fuck greentexts, and fuck wojaks.
#Trans friends, I was thinking about our diverse stories, and found myself wondering about the age you knew you were trans (whether you had language to describe it or not)?
I didn't know until my late 40s. Earlier, I knew I was different, but not really in what way.
When did you know?
Please boost for reach, let's get a big sample size!
i love computers sometimes // nixos appreciation // somewhat high amount of words
okay okay so I have this ridiculous set up but basically I'm fetching an SSL certificate for nginx into a tmpfs / and nginx needs to start after the download finishes and I just did this first run without much thought since it's almost *just a codebase*:
https://github.com/ckiee/nixfiles/commit/206c280
this worked first try. it took me longer to figure out how to test it properly then to write the fix and rebuild it. like woooot
wife appreciation, long post, gaydump, very first world middle class
I love my wife so fucking much ❤️❤️❤️
without her, I literally would've never learned about who I really am, which is something I can never thank her enough for ❤️
moreover, she was the only reason I ever diversified my interests and found a job in programming that feels like it actually matters to me; without that, I would still be stuck in a shitty badly paying .NET job that I hate 😅
she was also the one who showed me how great traveling can be; to this day, I probably never would've boarded a plane, or taken a night train, or a long distance bus, without her. I was basically living in a basement and never interested in seeing the world until she showed me how great it can be ❤️ nowadays I really enjoy organizing trips to all sorts of places, all thanks to her :3
same goes for theme parks and rollercoasters! I had never had a real rollercoaster ride before meeting her, and just as with the flying on a plane, she was with me when I had my first one :3
there are very few real theme parks in Austria and I never went to one here, the first one I visited was one near her old home ❤️
through the travel but also work things, she also opened my eyes for the possibilities of moving! both within my country and potentially abroad one day. I never would've moved to Vienna and met so many amazing people here without her :3
even though our interest in Beyblade may have waned over all the years since we met in the Beyblade forum, it will always have a special place in our hearts as well :D
just like Pokémon! something she got me into at first, and something we now share forever, always getting the couple edition when new games come out ❤️ (my fave Pokémon is probably still Snivy, and hers is Mightyena, and we love to play all gens over and over :3)
I am endlessly grateful for her staying with me through good and bad times over the last seven years, even back when I was still a really shitty person and honestly really had done nothing to deserve her. she still stayed with me and we both grew so much together ❤️
I want to forever be with her, forever play games and go to the cinema together (which is also something I never would've thought of doing before!), forever visit all sorts of places around the world and go to all of the cool museums and zoos and theme parks with her ❤️ and swimming! we maybe want to move to the seaside one day, but until then, I will organize as many trips to the sea as possible, we really love swimming together as well, and we especially love the sea :3
the years we were together so far were the best of my life, and they only proceed to get better and better with every single day; no matter what life brings, I will never want to miss her in mine, cause she's the greatest part of it, and by far the most important one to me. she is my life ❤️
if I was any good at poetry, I'd probably add a cheesy poem here :D
I'm just,,, literally so fucking gay for her ❤️
I never want to miss her showing me something she's drawn, or picrews of us that she made, or fanart of her current hyperfocus, and I could listen to her telling me about her vivid dreams and the fantasy worlds she develops in her head for days at a time ❤️
I love going out shopping with her as well! (perks of being a couple of two fem girls :D) that's also something I never could've seen myself enjoying in my earlier life <3
...and I haven't even started talking about how fucking cute she is! Like a 160cm bunny full of pure anger and destruction :3
But also so, so full of love, both for me and her friends ❤️
It's the little things as well - I want to forever exchange cute bunny and rodent and dog gifs and dumb memes with her ❤️ I love joking about all sorts of things together. inside jokes that only we and maybe sometimes a small set of friends know. spending time with our friends together, no matter in what way ❤️
I cannot imagine how miserable my life would be without her - I want to thank her for everything she's given me, for everything she keeps giving, and for everything that's still yet to come 💝💓❤️
music, synesthesia
brain says https://soundcloud.com/user-177606669/lfav-medley is a yellowish orange. like the red and blue is pretty balanced . a calm neutral orange like that,,,
the vox specifically i think but the whole thing is so tasty
mei is me&i, is me and I,
is plural, cat, , distinct and intertwined
photographs
programs
plays sets
poet
musician
image-editor
[WARNING: warranty expired 2004-01-10T14:30:00Z. contact [EXPUNGED] to extend.]
I gave my map away, but it's time to push and pull, change and ~~kill your past~~. Oh... To know the catharsis of loving again reminds us of how much we bled. This heart wasn't made for loving anyone, but now I know where I am. I make my own path.