@elsie yeah

one of those nights a bit here too now.. i was wondering if maybe you already got it. it's really not weird to be this honest. to be living after the end of the book.

in popular culture i think *three body problem* nailed it,, - this kind of blind pessimism most of us implicitly hold from trying to shield what we do have, and leaving those very remaining things bare in the process..

i guess i just look back at the past most nights though.

i wanna analyze three body problem more it seems so tastefully written at a distance