So I've recently had a huge increase in problems with my spine. I went and had an MRI of my neck (only my neck).

Turns out multiple discs are damaged, so is the bone and also nerves are getting pinched, if I get it right, by the damaged discs. Several places, and that's only my neck I talk about here.
The rest of the spine is mostly as bad as that.

It can be that I'll have to undergo surgery and I'm going to be honest, this is super scary. I just want this to be over.