meds... but not, own experience with this in case you& want to hear?
@daughterofrao@weirder.earth
yeah new trauma and retraumatization can mess things up internally quite severely... we just came out of a four year depersonalization/fawn/freeze state four weeks ago (almost exactly) and have to reorganize and get to know ourselves/each other again too. We wish you& a lot of rain, sunlight and storm to keep the fog at bay when it's not the right time for it.
may the stream of consciousness nourish the fauna too.
children seem to often wish others what they want themselves if they care.