re: dreams
This was actually a whole lot more unsettling than it sounds - like, just making up and singing a song like that on the spot, in real-time, *is not something I can do*.
This is something that I realized *while still dreaming*, and at the same time I was pondering that it almost felt like it was being supplied by another person.
I also really hate that I don't remember the exact lyrics anymore, only the parts that I introspected on during my dream itself.