one of the advantages of getting older is that these mundane shitty things that happen lose their sting.
things like. you realise at the grocery store checkout that you can't actually pay. you have an important appointment but you forget something absolutely vital. you mess up your planning and you're way too late and you have to go back again and you're even later. random people are shitty and you don't react well.
its just one more fuckup in a long list. tomorrow I'll have forgotten about it
everything is bad in the moment but you've done this so often, you already know how it goes and you know life goes on afterwards and you never have to think about or recount this experience so you can simply let it go
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@skye Unfortunately my brain just stacks up those experiences onto the "worry about forever" pile, rather than dropping them from memory :|
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@joepie91 I used to have that but I no longer do. nobody cares about this shit so why should I. I have better things to think about