fuchsiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
gonna work on matrix streamchat again but idk if i feel like streaming
there's a cycle from "streaming cool, but scary", "streaming cool", "nobody watching/interacting this sucks" i repeat every once in a while and I think im in the last stage again
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to a lesser extent i have that on mastodon as well, at some points there's lots of nice interactions and then im just screaming into the void
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guess this is all kinda rsd stuff and correlates with general mood meh as well