you know how the waffle house metric is used to determine how bad a natural disaster is? for the first time since starting to learn piano 2 years ago i haven't practiced most days of the week. i think the only real conclusion at this point is i am undergoing a crisis
this thing i make myself do no matter how much of nothing is getting done elsewhere is now struggling to be getting done itself
i forgot i broke my collarbone in april and could barely do shit for an entire week. the conclusion needs more time in the oven
.......i'm undergoing /another/ crisis
