I've been working and saving up for this MS for months and months. Now they finally added Kshatriya, my favorite mobile suit piloted by the beat girl, and I can't even log in due to a network error. I feel like crying.
It's been 8 hours and I still can't log in. And it's not on my end, it's a problem with GBO2's network effecting a random small handful of players.
The longer the error goes on the more token I'll have to buy to make up the difference between what I have and what I need to get the Kshatriya.
The nightmare would be if the network error stops me from logging in all week and I completely miss the Kshatriya.
I didn't have the 195 tokens needed to guarantee getting the Kshatriya. I had about 150. If my luck is bad I'd have to try to get the rest by doing daily missions all week to get 3 tokens per day, but that might still not be enough. In that case I would have to buy some tokens and they're about a dollar each.
Child Sex Abuse
The thing with Marida Cruz is, her story resonates with me in some big important ways.
She was born to be abused. She was trafficked and raped as a child. She has deep trauma that sends her into dissociation and panic attacks. Her body is different in ways she struggles with. She can't have children. She has a flattened affect and takes things too literally, but also tries to be as warm and kind as she can. She has a loving found family.
And her name sounds like mine.
