CW: heavy thoughts about surviving
truthfully, i never planned on existing past 30, i never thought i would make it that far, let alone make it to 35 as an almost differnt person. i've felt very, strange since then
CW: heavy thoughts about surviving
to be clear, i am glad to still be around, and maybe it's coming off of the depression causing meds, but like. i'm never sure what to do anymore.
