tfw I still have over two weeks of recovery before I can move to my 3/day dilation schedule

It helps screw my head back on when I feel like I've been recovering too slowly and won't be ready when my month of recovery with my sister is up, because in contrast it hasn't even been two weeks since I left the hospital--I'm not even halfway through my recovery month!

Does bode ill for my mental health if I don't find more energy soon though, I am extremely antsy and don't know what to do with myself x_x