i wouldnt be who i am without the fucked up shit bpd has done to me and while id sometimes like a break from it my life would be empty and boring as hell without it

it gives me shit to do, fights to fight and emotions i wouldnt otherwise experience, both bad and good

this is also true of like everything else thats ever fucked me over in life, and thats why i will keep getting fucked over while i live my life to the fullest

ive been thinking about this a lot for a while now, there are a lot of decisions i regret, but i dont regret who i am now because of those decisions