Masking, camouflaging, hyperverbality, social, ableism/saneism/kyriarchy processing, ++
We managed to unmask right down to the verbality filter a few days ago and thought about the violence of language again.
Emotionally realized that making sense (sinn ergeben-surrendering sense in german) rather than being or becoming sense is a traumaresponse to ways of cognition and socialization that we are constantly expected to perform rather than being allowed or encouraged to be as we are.
so we will allow ourselves to make less sense in the future, maybe lowering the demand avoidance response we have towards communication in many settings.