self reflection idk weird
sorta caught up with someone who i hadn't spoke to in a while, to help them with a programming question.
they told me im doing great/that i have all these skills
and, heh, wasn't really sure how to feel about that. like yes i know a decent amount of specialized tidbits and can figure out computer stuff rather well, but then there's also so much i can't do that frustrates me and, eh
why do I know how computers work
how am I the person that just knows where to search in menus for options, or failing that, to just search for it online instead of immediately giving up