There's so many things, too many things, an absurd amount of things, things we'll never see, things we'll never do, things never encountered, things never discovered. The universe is full of stuff and yet it's so massively boring. The cosmic scale is too vast to comprehend, the atomic scale is too miniscule to comprehend, basic reality is barely able to be contained, and even then its just surface level. The world is a fucked place with fucked people on it. We're all just existing and barely surviving for whatever reason and it's fucked. I don't get it, I don't get it, I don't get it. Everything is fucked. Things can and should be better, but they aren't yet, and that's fucked. What can I do about it though? I'm a shitter who barely knows what she's doing on a good day, and nonfunctioning on any shit day. Everything is fucked. It could be better but I sure as hell won't be able to contribute to that. Fucking, too much. Too much, too much, too much.